about me

hello.

i'm not going to tell you everything about me.

in fact. i'm not even going to share my name.

because i don't want this blog to be about me.

for the time being, i will remain 'undercover' so to say.

but i will go by ava here.

why ava?

the meaning of ava is "like a bird"

and like a caged bird i want to be free.

i want to fly.

i want to be like other birds.

i want to be free.

free of what?

depression.

anxiety.

panic attacks.

the urge to cut all of the time.

the desire to end my life.

i want to be free of that.

and that's who i am.